I need another drum roll please....
Holy Hannah I can't believe it!! I know I said I felt confident but that was all about the power of positive thinking. haha. They said it would take 2-4 weeks for the results to be posted online so I've been checking the results page every day for a week. It was making me so anxious! I didn't realize I would get an email. haha. But I did when I was driving home from women's conference on Friday. I had already called Justin to meet me at the gas station to help me fill my car with gas, so as I pulled in and parked by the pump, I opened the BOC website. I had been preparing myself on the drive for complete failure. I was certain at that moment I had failed the test. But I opened it up and saw that it said "Eligible for Certification"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(This is the website. I was waiting for it to change from "Registered" to "Eligible for Cert." Had I failed, it would have gone the other way and said "Eligible for Exam" meaning I could take it again if I wanted. But I did not want that!)
I couldn't believe it. Justin had come up to my car and was checking on something and I practically honked in his face and waved him into the car. I started crying and screamed I PASSED! He gave me a confused look so I said "My Test! I Passed!" So he leaned over and hugged me and was just as excited as I needed him to be. haha. But then he said "We really need to find a better place to find out good news." hahaha. (We found out we were prego in the car too. haha)
Anyway, I am beyond thrilled and so relieved. This is what I've been working for for over 6 years and it's finally all paid off. All I have to do is send the BOC some verifications and it's all done. I can officially start practicing as an ATC.
This is a dream come true!